My problem is silence. I was silent when I dropped to around 100lbs. I'm 5'11. I was silent when I realised that palpitations had replaced a normal, steady heart beat. I was silent when I could barely drag myself out of bed. Everyone realised but nobody actually knew the extent of my hunger. Fear and determination have forced me into self recovery. I am going to heal myself. I want to be strong, healthy, powerful and ultimately happy. Starvation was not control but choosing to be well is.